Galatians 1:10

In my last post, I wrote about my deep seated desire to please others.  Then, at 2 a.m. this morning, I wake up and am compelled to read the Word.  So, I quietly reach for my phone and start reading Galatians.  This verse jumped out at me..  "For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ."

Whew, tough words for a tough time.  At a time when I've been searching about my very purpose as a Christian and grieving the loss of dear brothers and sisters who have left our church, this is revealed to me.  Although it pains my flesh to think about those whom I have grown close to, I cannot give in to that.   I love them dearly and feel their loss as though they have died.  Yet, I am called to a mission of growth and transformation -  a mission of "Bring them in, train them up, and send them out."  That is where I must stay until God tells me otherwise. Now, I have peace.  Good night and Thank You Jesus!

Recognition vs. Love

I am a people pleaser.  I have always wanted to impress people and for people to like me and be proud of me and say nice things about me.  That's just who I am.  It comes from a sense of feeling that my parents were never proud of me so I have always striven to please others.  I am one of those people that get pleasure out the words "thank you," "good job," or "we appreciate you."  It truly blesses me.

However, I have come to know something greater. I have come to know that my works don't impress God and to instead by blessed by his grace and mercy.  I am so blessed that I can serve him - he gives me the ability to do that.  I strive now to do things out of love and not for recognition.  It is simply amazing to me that he loves me - me who constantly disappoints him, me out of all the people in the world, me insignificant me.  He loved me enough to die for me.  So, you see, that love beats all the "thank you's," "atta girl," and all the pats on the back man could ever give me.

And that love, the knowledge of this very special, unmatched, unsurpassed love, is what can get me through anything.  So bring it on world, bring it on Devil, bring it on whoever.  I have victory through Jesus Christ.  He loves me and nothing can separate me from that.

The Basics

Hello readers!  Since this is my first post, let me tell you a little bit about myself. I'm a fairly average woman that hails from the hills of West Virginia.  I've never lived anywhere else.  I haven't traveled much but do know from the little bit that I have traveled, that I am a lucky woman.  I live in a state that is very rural and everybody knows everybody.  I know most of my neighbors and have a beautiful view from my front porch. 

I'm married and have two children that live with me and two step-daughters that are grown.  I work full-time and have a strong work ethic.  I believe in giving 100% effort to my job and often get consumed by it.

I love the Lord and although I was very fortunate to have neighbors and friends that took me to church growing up, I strayed away as a teenager.  Thankfully, the Lord kept his hand on me and brought me back to his loving arms two years ago.  I attend Maranatha Fellowship Church in Ripley and love it!  We're not any special denomination but rather believe in a personal, up-close and intimate relationship with Jesus Christ.  Relationship - not religion!!!

(Above is me with my beautiful new nephew - I'll tell you more about him later)

Well, that is pretty much the basics.  I've been told to keep these things short but will be sharing more later.  Have a blessed night!